Adam, father of all mankind, in paradise knew the sweetness of the love of God; and so when for his sin he was driven forth from the garden of Eden, and was widowed of the love of God, he suffered grievously and lamented with a great moan.
And the whole desert rang with his lamentations, for his soul was racked as he thought, ’I have distressed my beloved God’.
He sorrowed less after paradise and the beauty thereof; for he sorrowed that he was bereft of the love of God, which insatiably, at every instant, draws the soul to Him.
In the same way the soul which has known God through the Holy Spirit, but has afterwards lost grace experiences the torment that Adam suffered.
There is an aching and a deep regret in the soul that has grieved the beloved Lord.
Adam pined on earth, and wept bitterly, and the earth was not pleasing to him. He was heartsick for God, and this was his cry:
and I seek Him in tears.
and the enemy could not come nigh me;
harassing and oppressing my soul,
and there is naught on earth can make me glad,
but longs once more to see the Lord,
that her hunger may be appeased.
and my soul languishes after Him,
Thus did Adam lament, and the tears steamed down his face on to his beard, on to the ground beneath his feet, and the whole desert heard the sound of his moaning.
The beasts and the birds were hushed in grief; while Adam wept because peace and love were lost to all men on account of his sin.
Silouan the Athonite (1866-1938; Eastern Orthodox): Adam’s Lament (extract), from St. Silouan the Athonite, by Archimandrite Sophrony